So I’ve decided to come out and say it…
I have a problem!
I know I’m not the only person out there with this problem either so honestly any feedback from the blogoshpere about how to deal with it would be welcome and appreciated. I have NO motivation for just about everything, in fact the only thing I can follow through with is completing a show series on Netflix. I’ve watched Friends all the way through about 4 times, and I know almost every The Office episode by memory. When it comes to finishing my last class for my associates degree, or actually applying for a new job I can’t seem to follow through. I literally only need 1 more class the graduate and hold a degree! Some of you are probably thinking: “what’s the problem? just do it!”. I know it’s crazy, but I just can’t seem to get up and do it, and I don’t know what I’m afraid of either. I find it so easy to compare myself to others, this is another reason I feel like giving up. I look at my fiance who is exceling at a university, and my best friend who has an apartment of her own and a better paying job than mine when she didn’t even go to college. That all stops today! When I rang in the new year I started a new diet, and I’m down almost 20 lbs in just a little over 2 months! I’m proud of myself and even though its been really tough to watch those around me eat what they want I’ve stuck to my guns. Today I was smacked with the realization that if I have the discipline to do that I CAN finish my class. So tomorrow I’m off to sign up for a summer class the sooner I finish the better, I mean after 4 years you’d be ready to be finished too!
A Day In The Life 